carrying on with my `normal' life...

PM, B&C are gone, I'm supposed to go back to my "normal" life. But what is my "normal life"? It's to keep on changing and changing, until a state that I dun want to look back... As I waved to my friends in the TKL station and I started to walk back to my apartment, my eyes turned red; it disappeared after awhile. Why did that happen? Is it that I don't want to change further, or is it that I dun want to remain in this state?

Afternoon is interviewing time... "how is it??" I can only say "If I'm given a choice to re-do it, or I knew what they were about to ask, I'd have done better..." It's too late to regret now, so I don't think at all...

-- mr blog