I now do not have a clear direction on what I'm going to do. On the studys, I have a few more assignments lining up, and of course I need revision. This is the time that I worry about whether I can manage to pass that particular course that I take, unlike in the undergraduate days. On the research side, I'm on a path that is extremely difficult. It's difficult to start, difficult to continue, difficult to progress. On the other side, I do not know what to proceed. Maybe I'll have to find a balance point between all these things. (It suddenly reminds me of a "fixed point") Most people in the lab today has gone for convocation, a small one only by faculty of engineer, a big one (university wide) coming later. I find that I can only read things when I'm entirely alone in the lab. My room seems like a good place for me but it's too comfortable. So nowsdays usually i stay up in the lab until 2am, or even later than that. Before 11pm, I cannot really concentrate and do some constructive stuff. People in the lab would always be talking. Initially, I though that was the problem of others that made me not able to concentrate. I just discover that even when I was in the lab with another person, the sound of opening drawer, sound of hitting on the keyboard, alerted me. So which mean I could only do those boliao stuff in the day and try to concentrate in the night if I coul still do so. This is becoming worrying. Mr BLOG